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A little over a week ago a friend had asked me to join Facebook since she uses that more and was only staying on MySpace because I was there.  I gave in and joined.  I’ve reconnected with some old friends from high school and even middle school.  I want to say how lovely it is to be reconnecting but, instead I’d rather tell you how I really feel.  I can sum it up on one whole word. 

Depressed.

Talking to these old friends is the fun part.  I love that part of it.  I’ve reconnected with people that I was really good friends with and have wondered about on and off through the years.  I don’t know about you but, I loved high school.  I had a great time.  I have many great memories of people in connection with those years.  

So why the depression?  I know exactly why.  Reconnecting with all these people has made me look at my year book and read all the things people said about me back then and has reminded me of the expectations everyone, including myself, all had for me.  I am nowhere near where I thought I would be.  All this looking back has made me feel inadequate.

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